Day 4

I’m currently on day 4 and my self-confidence has already increased. However, whenever I get bored, this urge comes up and these videos pop into my mind. It’s getting harder and harder not to give in. Last night I had sex with my girlfriend and it was the best we’ve had in a long time. Still, I notice that I have this expectation in my head, the kind you see in those videos. (I think you know which type of videos I mean.) I’m aware that it has nothing to do with normal sex, but somehow normal sex doesn’t seem enough for me anymore. In my mind, I keep seeing those images of the women from the videos… Has anyone had similar experiences? Do these thoughts eventually go away? I just want to fully focus on my girlfriend.