Relapse.
So boys after having relapsed so many times, as bad as 3 times a day I want to give this another shot. I feel like I am at the stage where I need to do this, as it’s affected my social life, work life and also family circle too. I decided to redownload this app. I deleted it 2 times because I was sick, tired of seeing how much I relapsed it made me feel horrible. I now know you’re en charge of yourself, and I want to keep improving myself. I love how I feel when I’m off porn, I need to shake that feeling. I’m going to put all that extra energy into learning trading, and my fitness business and build something. I love you guys, fuck this horrible thing that was created, and screw lust. We’re strong boys, we ARE FIREMEN.
Woah really? That’s some mad self discipline, you must be proud. I’m really gonna try to push myself to get over this. We got this.