71 Days Zero Porn

Wow time flew by. I’m going to be honest about how this experience has been for ME. Truth is 71 days in I haven’t looked at any kind of porn. I haven’t had a boost of energy or massive eye opening enlightenment through this process. However, I have felt more confident to pursue the other things in my life that are self benefiting, like sticking to an exercise regimen and buying some new protein shakes and actually running through my neighborhood. Things that were IDEAS before but I lacked the confidence to get up and go do, I’m doing now. I believe before I was depressing my spirit because I was watching porn every day, which was something I felt guilt about, knew was not healthy yet I did it anyway without control. Now I have the control. It doesn’t mean I don’t get curious about allllll the porn I’ve missed seeing on allllll the porn sites I used to visit. I do wonder sometimes. But the difference now is it remains a wonder and then the moment fades. The desire just passes. I don’t feel like I NEED to go check up on sites. I have control. The other interesting thing (just being real here), I get turned on by seeing actual attractive women in person and online (no I don’t do searching, but we do live in a sexualized world), in other words it doesn’t feel muted to see someone attractive. There’s a little spark or fire of interest when I see someone. Before, it didn’t matter to me. I’d see it, feel nothing, because I had just watched some crazier ish on my phone or would later. Lastly, I masterbate probably once every 1 week and a half. But before I had to multiple times a day and I needed porn. Now I can literally imagine a scenario out of thin air and get hard and masterbate. I know some here are not masterbating so I don’t mean to insult, but just saying again I have gained control over my body. I do it when energy is really pent up, not because it’s a Tuesday and I don’t know what else to do with my time or out of a lack of self control. It’s a decision. And some times I want to, it’s been a while, but I still choose not to. Anyway I hope this helps someone to stay committed and regain control over their body and life.