75 days lost

Hey Ronnie, I relate to you man, I also made it past 70 days and relapsed early last month. Everything was going great man, it got so much easier to resist the urges and one day I randomly got this crazy urge masturbate while I was on the toilet and I tried hard to resist, I made it through the night but I relapsed the next morning, I only masturbated, I tried to tell myself not to watch porn cus it will only make things way worse. I tried but I later watched porn cus u figured I’m already feeling guilt for the masturbation, I might as well go the whole way. Since then I’ve relapsed a few more times. I’m now 13 days clean, trying to get rid of the fear of relapsing. I feel like porn has such a great hold on us partly due to fear. We fear that we will never be able to break free and that fear keeps us in bondage. I’m praying to God to help me not to fear it. I was tempted to take a peak yesterday, I saw some images that could very well lead me down to porn but for some reason I wasn’t even motivated to watch it, I think I was just too tired. Anyways I know I’m talking a lot. Just want to let you know I feel you brother. Don’t be discouraged, if you can go 75 days without it then trust me bro, it has no hold over you, you’re free man. Walk in that freedom brother, get back up and keep going. You’ve got this Ronnie, we’re all fighting with you💪🏾

i love all you guys and your kind words

One relapse does ‘reset the counter’ but doesnt reset the progress you’ve made… pick yourself up, stay strong and keep going brother, you got this

What strengths did you pickup along the way, what weaknesses did you discover? What led you to relapse? You’ve got this brother. I love you, you got this!

You went 75 days clean. Don’t focus on that. Focus on how you improved throughout those 75 days and use it as reinforcement for a lifetime of freedom.

Bro, you got this. Don’t beat yourself up. A failure doesn’t mean you’ve failed, it means you’ve made a step towards success. Keep going bro, you’ll hit that 75 day mark again, before you know it.

That’s a lot of progress you made Ronnie. 75/76 days clean is dope as hell