Relapsed after 20 odd days a week or 2 ago, now I can’t go 24hrs without being overwhelmed with the urge. I fucking hate this.
Embracing that hatred for evil will help you with the next attempt, buddy. That’s very good progress. Don’t reverse any more of it! It’s hard to try again when you know how much you fought and you feel defeated, but don’t fail to realize just how valiant an effort you gave to go almost three weeks. A lot of people here have never made it 3 weeks since the age of 10.
I went through the same thing. I went 26 days and then couldn’t go a day, I forgot how to start again and have been struggling for about 6 weeks now. I’m doing pretty good now and feel good and the best advice I can give as of now if to lock in with God. Pray and stay in his word throughout the day
i hear you man. it’s difficult, so difficult but you need to change your mindset. 20 days is a lot you did great, you can and you will not only do it again but beat it. Keep your head up man and start over you’ve got this!
Appreciate you all 🤝🏻