Hit 90 Days
I don’t know how I did it. But I can honestly tell you that I don’t desire porn. Sure, I know I can google some ish. But I don’t desire to. I still desire sex, of course. The idea of watching porn and satisfying the itch is there, but it’s literally only an idea. Not a craving. Not a need, not a desire. I feel in control and I feel the power of choice. Choosing HOW I satisfy that urge, and that is with my wife not with my screen. The big benefits that I think keep me on this path are: No guilt, No ED, No paranoia over my wife seeing/having my phone, No shame for being in my mid-30s and still sneaking porn around, Pride knowing I don’t watch porn, and the motivation to accomplish other hard things too!
That’s awesome bro. I’m hoping to make it there one day!