“Broken” day 8 journal
Day 8
by Alexander
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I initially thought that quitting this addiction would benefit my relationship with my girlfriend. But really it has just become more clear that I don’t love her. I wish I did. I care about her a lot. But I can’t say I love you without it feeling like a lie. She is a wonderful person and she deserves someone who does love her. I ended things today. I felt like relapsing but there’s no way I could do something like that. It would be catastrophic for my mental health. Stay strong even in the face of adversity. I am sad.
Man you did what was right for both you and her, just heal up properly and take time for yourself!