Just my daily reminder to quit
Porn has never helped me. Not once and it won’t help me in any way shape or form in the future. I have only felt pain, shame and guilt immediately after porn. It’s never been a different feeling and after 8 years it won’t change. But if I get sober from this, the pride I will feel. Will be so worth the fight. The pride that I finally fucking got over this addiction. That I’m being productive, getting things done, and taking steps to have a successful life. If I find a woman, the love that I will have for this woman will outweigh any slight enjoyment from porn. The best things in life you have to work for, and man my whole life I’ve wanted to be in a relationship with an amazing woman. I’m willing to work for this for as long as it takes. I want to be a better person, I want to have a better physique, I want to grow closer to Christ, I want to make enough money to provide for my family and do things in life I have always wanted to do. I want to be a kinder person, I want to be a leader in my marriage, I want to be wiser and I want to love her. And I can’t do that with porn in my life. I want to love and be loved by somebody. Because it’s what I’ve always wanted.
That kind of devotion, vision, and heart? It’s powerful. You’re already becoming the man you want to be—keep showing up, brick by brick. Love like that changes everything.