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Day 0
by Finn
189 upvotes

I wanna fucking die I’m 16, I know I don’t have that many years before I’m completely and totally screwed. I feel like I’ve failed, I never socialized that much or talked to anyone, my diet is garbage and I’m repulsive to everyone around me, whether they say it or not. There isn’t any way out, I’ve tried literally everything I can, and yet nothing works. I hate myself, I deserve everything that comes upon me because of this. God is disappointed and I won’t bother wasting his time knowing I’ll just do it again.

Comments (6)
Jesse92d ago

God will work out his work in you till completion

Josh92d ago

god loves you and will never be disappointed in you.

Josiah92d ago

Amen

Michael〽️92d ago

Hey Finn, I’ve been addicted to porn for as long as you’ve been alive. TRUST ME, I know what you’re feeling. But I also know that it’s a lie. It’s just no true. You’re never too far gone. You’re never too lost. You’re never trapped. Jesus loves you and He wants to set you free. He’s not disappointed in you, He’s not ashamed of you, He’s not upset with you. He loves you and He wants to save you. He wants to set you free. He wants to change you. He wants to transform you into a new creation. Heavenly Father, I lift up Finn before you today and I ask that you would open his eyes to seem himself the way that You see him. Father, I ask that you silence the lies that the enemy has spoken over his life, that you would crush the head of the serpent under your heel. God, touch Finn today and send your Holy Spirit as a comforter to Him to speak life to His weary soul. And God, I speak life over him right now. Finn you are fearfully and wonderfully made, you are important and valuable. God work in him and heal him of the damage the lies have done to his spirit, heal him of the affliction of addiction, free him from bondage today. In the mighty and powerful name of Jesus, Amen.

Josiah92d ago

I’m 16 as well, don’t be discouraged, keep moving. You’ll get through this. I’m feeling like that too, but I know one day I can make it through. Just because you failed once doesn’t mean you’re stuck forever. You’re stronger than that, God wants to see you come through, he doesn’t want to watch to suffer for the rest of your life. Yeah the struggle is hard, but that just means you’re getting stronger. You’ve got this.

Solomon92d ago

My brother in Christ, God loves you regardless. Every single one of us is sinful, but yet we must still try to be better. The day when you’re “totally screwed” is when you go to meet our Father in heaven. Till then keep trying, you’ll get this

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