Excuses

My first time watching porn was in kindergarten with my Freind whole had a illegal cable box and ever since then my eyes where open to sex… my first time I actually fapped was in 4th grade and I was hooked ever since then then when I got my first computer in 6th grade it was all over with porn … for so long I would make excuses for the behavior and for a very long time I would do research and read thing a that would say how “healthy “ it was and I would justify this behavior . i even carried the behavior into my marriage and encouraged my wife to watch with me which even more justified it for me .It wasn’t until about three years ago I realized I was addicted to it and had a serious problem stopping…. I’m only on day 2 and I’ve been on day 2 many times but this time is different some has awoken in me to kick this nasty habit and claim my life back !!!