Ever since I started struggling with porn and masturbation about 7 years ago, I can never seem to get past 14 days clean. For whatever reason, that is my Achilles heel. 2-5 days is not hard because I get so busy with work and my family that I’m distracted and I’m not thinking about it. But for whatever bullshit reason, 14 days seems to be my threshold before relapsing. It’s honestly demoralizing because I’ll be feeling so good about everything and then just out of no where it hits me and I fall into my urges… I don’t know how to turn away or fight it. It scares me because I feel like it’s impossible to pass that milestone of 14 days. Then I get in my head like why even try if I won’t get past the 14 days? Anyway, I’m a week clean now going strong. But nervous about the next week and trying to get past the 14 days mark. Anyone ever feel the same way or have advice on how I can get past it?
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Warren•166d ago
Yes sir you are not alone today I watched but I did not fap I had to tell God to help me not to bust a nut
14 day is absolutely healthy.