Reset

Didn’t watch any porn, but the intent was all the same. Told myself I needed to masturbate and that that was fine could do it without porn but then I decided I could use a visual aid so I looked up some tik tok thots on Facebook. The trap was thinking masturbating for relief would be all it would be, but it wasn’t. Whole reason I decided I needed it for relief is bc I started thinking about girls I could bang since my gf is long distance. It curbed that but I think I’ve just gotta develop discipline overall and not let anything slide whatsoever to change my brain.