Avoiding Accountability

I did good for about a week, I was visiting this app every day and trying to push myself to post as much as I could to keep my mind present and accountable. Then work got busy. I got stressed. I started eating too much. drinking for a few nights more than I should have. went to bed late. slept in. Stopped going to the gym. I stopped doing all the healthy habits I was trying to form to rewire my mind, and eventually my dopamine fueled brain went back to porn again. I didn’t come back on this app for about a week because I wanted to avoid accountability out of embarrassment (even though I know this is an anonymous community), just like I also avoid praying and reading my bible and listening to God whenever I fail. I’m back now and I’m going to try again. I woke up early this morning and I’m going to try and be strong for my wife and my future kid that’s going to be born soon. God bless y’all 🙏