Relapse
Every time I relapse after I stop and actually think like damn this is someone's daughter and I feel like good is going to bless me with a daughter one day but punish me by making her into a porn star or something and I don't want that and thats why im trying to quit but it's hard because I forget and I sound like a broken record praying for forgiveness and I just want to stop fully and never again but I just keep going.
God isn’t karma, He will bless you with a great family one day if you truly turn around and repent. But even if it’s a struggle, he’s not going to let her fall into being a porn star if you truly trust him. Because her soul is on the line too in that case. God wants her to be okay just as much as you