The Cycle of Torture

I have recently joined the app and I would like to make a pact with myself that enough is enough. It's been years of broken promises and pointless relapses. Conquering myself at my lows will help me have higher highs. Real highs. Highs of changing other people's lives. How can I leave a positive impact on others before I completely exterminate and eradicate this bastard of a habit? I wish everyone good luck. Whether you're religious or not, old or young, man or woman, I really hope you overcome this habit and lead a more fulfilling life. A life that allows you to look yourself in the mirror and not feel rage or despair.