I keep getting too close to relapsing 😒
Smh I’ve been too close and really only bailed out by my wife coming home and her and I having sex because I was one click away from relapse. Idk who needs to hear it but it does NOT get easier to not fap when you have a wife. Especially when her sex drive is very low and she can go a month or two without any sex or anything. Drives me nuts. But..get in control now and it would probably be easier to manage.
That’s a great perspective. How do you deal with the rejection? When you are being thoughtful, romantic etc. and she still has excuses or doesn’t reciprocate the effort? I usually spiral after that and just give into I’ll do it myself mindset