15 days - sharing my findings so far

For me personally, the first 7 days or so were an absolute nightmare. It might have been because I was ovulating but my mind was going through it. Despite this, the first week was the most insightful as I became aware of my sexual desires, what truly arouses me, and rediscovered some of my very first sexual interests. I am more in touch with who I am and what I want. In addition, I would say that once the irritation and constant urges disappeared, I discovered that I am not in touch with my body and what feels good. My interest for sex had completely disappeared prior and was mainly focused on penetration rather than a physical act with a human being. After the 10th day, I began being interested in men as people again. I find them attractive again. And what I would say is the biggest achievement so far is that at a certain point right before hitting day 14, I started dreaming about love again - partnership, commitment, fun non-sexual activities. I am happy that I now crave love and affection with real people with aspirations, hobbies, feelings. Currently, I have 0 urges but I do believe my cycle influences hugely whether or not I would crave sexual activity. Otherwise, we shall see how a full cycle (about 30 days) goes ❤️