I disabled the blocker

not gonna lie I had to turn mine off for the simple fact I couldn’t get on dicks sporting goods or look up simple things like prom dresses and etc

I don’t think that’s possible. You need to want this enough to not disable it even when it’s tough. Your reasons for change need to be so strong you won’t disable it in moments of temptation. You are destined for so much more than just watching porn for the rest of your life. Jesus loves you bro