Relapsed cause I was provoked
Day 0
by David
14 upvotes
Basically a girl online told me out of the blue that she wanted to hookup. I’ve never been asked that ever before. I told her no because that’s not in my belief system, but she had sent a hot photo and I relapsed looking at it and a photo of my ex. What is wrong with me?? Can’t I just say no?? Why did this throw me off?? I was literally almost at three days!
Sorry man. I feel the same way as I almost have no self control over my impulses after being addicted for so long. But I’ve heard that you gain your control back once you have been clean for a certain amount of time. It won’t always be this hard.