Heartbreak on day 30

Today I finally reached day 30, and I have some reflections I want to share with you guys: First, I’ve been seriously fighting this addiction since 2021. This is the first time I’ve made it to day 30, and I managed to reach this stage with the sole purpose of gaining the confidence to conquer a girl. Ironically, today—day 30—I found out something about her that completely broke my heart, and I was close to throwing away my streak. But you know what? Fuck her. I realized that this addiction is mostly about poor emotional management. What do I mean? I felt bored—I watched porn. I felt sad, angry, lonely—I watched porn again. I realized that this energy must be transformed, it can’t be destroyed. What do we usually do when we fap? We transform that emotional energy into a pointless and meaningless orgasm. But instead of wasting my energy like a monkey, I can transmute it into something REAL. Yes, she broke my heart today, on day 30—but you know what? I’m in the best physical shape of my life, who cares.