14 days in. Recap. Brain all over the place.

Today will make 14 days in on this journey. The first 14 days were completely all over the place. I felt so antsy where I couldn’t sit still. My brain was looking for that dopamine hit where I normally get it from porn. I almost relapsed on day 11 cause I couldn’t stand the antsy shit anymore. It was driving me crazy. But I picked up building legos, reading, gym, & walking everyday. I know I have a difficult journey in from of me. That devil could pop up any moment. But small wins will help us all. Reminder: when it’s tough, keep going. Set your goals. Write it down and put that on the mirror so every morning you see it. Keep it up boys.