“Distraction”(day 7 journal)

As I approach a tough challenge tomorrow I have come to realize that what I have been resisting is nothing more than another distraction. I still fight against the urge to throw my progress away but the confidence I have is growing. I feel the momentum and I know this is going to be the end of my addiction. I feel that my performance in many areas will get better soon and I have already seen improvements in some areas. I have used the panic button once in the week. It works like a charm. Almost scared me into a different feeling. Soon I will have a 1 year long streak