I hate this.
I know why I’m here doing this. I know it’s a good thing that I’m quitting. It’s been 18 days for me. But I hate doing it. Watch porn, jerking, etc. it’s all therapeutic for me. I know that’s bad. But it is. I feel like shit, just generally frustrated. And I don’t line it. I’m not gonna throw away what I’ve been working so hard on, but I’m having a hard time being proud of it too
You’re not here by Accident Howard, using porn etc. Is only an illusion of pleasure, a shadow of what life and true relationships are really like. In my experience one will only quit when they have experienced enough pain, I know I’ve had my fill. This addiction almost cost me my soul.