Word of encouragement

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I was staying up late at night indulging in this crap then next thing you know I’m falling asleep on the job during my 90 probationary period which is one of the reasons why they fired me. Sometimes people change their way of living either because they learned something new or because something tragic happens to them but way it’s due to some form of experience whether enlightening or traumatizing.

to being behind conscious I mean and being behind overt

Honestly I’ve been having ups and downs with this conversion I remember going like a whole year without it then next thing I started having urges again. The main reason I got off it is bc it was ruining my mind but it got to a point where even that sense of fear wasn’t enough bc life became really boring and I was facing past wounds and struggles. What brought me from overt and conscious again was not only the fact that I was ruining my mind but I was ruining my life and my soul as well I literally lost a job bc of this.

How are you feeling? How long was your flatline?

No problem

Thank you dylon

Thank you

Thank you. Needed to hear this rn