Day 4, here’s to many more

Sorry for the yap,just thought i’d share how im feeling, Academically the situation is less than ideal. Socially could be better, I have built a lot of isolating habits over the years, so im in either one of two moods, one where im very open and another where i’m very cold towards the person trying to talk to me. And i think that’s partly due to the addiction affecting my confidence and dopamine receptors. (Can skip all the above) Okay so now about this journey, so for me I made the decision and I have quit so the task at hand is not going back no matter what. day 4 feeling okay really not many urges lately but in the back of my mind I know that a day is coming when it will be extremely difficult to resist and I’m hoping i can face that challenge, I pray god guides me to the right path. And i also pray i find a goal in life in addition to worshiping god cause it’s so easy to give into bad habits when the path isn’t clear and you not living a fulfilling life. Im sure some of what i typed might not have been coherent i’ve been slowly getting back my mental clarity 😂 and its not 100% yet 😂😂