Brain required 100% still feel the same.
It’s been 93 days since I started to get clean for the 100373747th time lol..and it’s been 93 days since :) I still feel the same though..I still feel tempted especially in my sleep a lot .. and this moving situation is making me depressed. I lived in that home since I was 6 and I’m 20 now. All my memories in that home and my family was forced to leave due to a misunderstanding and I’m in this new house but it will never feel like home.. I wanna take every second I feel like this to jsut open my laptop and binge-watch porn but I refuse… I’m 93 days clean but I still can’t feel normal human connection with my partner. Feels like I’m forcing it sometimes to make him happy knowing I’m not into it at all..and yeah it’s probably because I was so addicted to it since I was 10 years old and it’s gonna take longer than 93 days to feel normal again but I’m ready to take it all in…🤍
I'm so glad you hit 93 days Mikayla! Thank you for the update on the moving situation, but I'm sorry you feel ddpressed. Honestly, thats apart of life, but Jesus will help you through it. It may take longer to recover then some, but please don't give up. Please don't fall into the trap again. I'm still praying for you!- Battle Buddy Logan