Lost my streak 37 days
My ex left me and didn’t want to support me through this journey. She was scared to have more sex and kept blaming everything on ny addiction. I wasn’t doing it for her but still couldn’t handle her leaving and relapsed. It feels like self sabotage and I just proved her point. I had 3 days of compensating/relapse but now I’m trying to break out of it. Before all this happened, I didn’t even think about porn or have any urges. It was quiet and peaceful. This is much harder than I thought.
Hey brother, you’ve got this. Remember is not an straight pat to the top, there will be ups and downs, next time you’re pushing further and it would be easier, I promise. Just start again and don’t punish yourself for failing, you are human! What is important is to never stop trying. Best of lucks!