Fear of distancing from God.
Hi I just started the app today. I’m about 1 day without watching porn or masturbating. I have struggled with watching porn for the longest time and I don’t know how it got so bad. My fiancée doesn’t know that I’m super addicted to porn and I never want her to find out. We’ve recently accepted God into our lives and we’re saving sex until marriage now. I haven’t had sex in over a month. Anywho I fear that me watching porn and having these lustful thoughts and temptations are distancing me from God. I want to be a better person not only for my woman and my daughter and future children. But I want to be a better person for God and just shoot these evil temptations down. I have really high hopes for this app and I’m praying it’s the best 20 dollars I’ve ever spent to better my life. I struggle with the thought of God knows I’ve watched porn for so long. I’m constantly praying that it’s not too late for me. I know you’re not supposed to pray about material things and it feels almost like I’m begging God and I keep relapsing. If anyone has any sound advice I’d love to hear it. Thanks for reading this if you did. Just want the community to help me.
Bro, NEVER is too late to change, your brain will always make excuses to masturbate and watch porn so don’t matter how bad your day was or even if anything terrible happened don’t listen to this urges in the end they just will make you fell even worse. And if not for YOU do it for your WIFE and the LORD, with Jesus everything is forgiven and he WILL accept you no matter what so stay connected with him and whenever you fell tempted let Jesus know and he will help you. Stay strong my man, really hope this helped💪💪💪💪🔥🔥🔥🔥