28 days let’s go

It’s been a tough journey especially since I’m getting over a breakup. In the past I would have used porn to numb the pain or tried to have sex with or date other women. But this time I’ve taken the time to go inward and heal some of my traumas and I’ve seen all the ways that I’m just not there as a man yet. I’ve found out that my addiction to pornography is just a trauma response. The real cause is a fear of intimacy that I’ve struggled with even when I’m in a relationships. I still find intimacy through porn and end up ignoring/meeting my partners emotional needs. This has rubbed me of real connections with partners in the past snd ultimately made me hurt a lot of women from my past. I done a lot of healing these past 28 days. God has started showing me how to really love someone. Looking forward to month 2