Doing my best

I’ve been clean for a while now. I betrayed my partners trust and when they saw what I was looking at and what I had it really hurt them. That was my breaking point it broke my heart to see the way it made them feel. I was never able to acknowledge I had a problem until I saw how it affected someone I care deeply about. It’s hard I’ve used nsfw content as some kind of unhealthy coping mechanism for years and I grew so complacent and used to having it near me. For my own sake and my partners I can’t go back. I’m gonna follow through on this