Endure to the end

I’ve been able to go a few weeks in between relapses. It gets really hard throughout week 2. I’ve noticed that usually when I relapse, I have a bad week that I relapse a bunch and then I’m able to lock in again. It’s usually the fapping that makes it difficult for me. If I don’t have the urge to cap, it’s a lot easier to just ignore porn altogether. So I’m trying to stay away from both. I’m a few days sober but I think I can make it longer. I’m really trying as hard as I can. Yesterday was a really hard day for me and I was really close to relapsing nearly all day. I just finalized a divorce with my ex and am lucky to have 50/50 custody of my daughter. She is my biggest inspiration in all of this. But due to my divorce, life has been a living hell the past few months and I just keep trucking. It makes it a lot harder to stay abstinent from porn, but I’m going to stay locked in this time. What about you guys? What is the most difficult part for you?