Let myself down

Well that was it for me. On the verge of 6 days straight and I just couldn’t keep it together. I know I can control myself, but damn it’s hard. It feels like such a long time, but 6 days isn’t long at all. I shouldn’t even be counting the days, I should be focused on not doing it again. The regret I feel is so palpable, and I know I could have gone longer. My initial thoughts were that I wouldn’t have to filter my phone, but it’s way too hard to do this without it. I’m going to start fresh and try again, and hopefully I won’t get down on myself this week, or the next, or the next…