10 days but failed 30 mins ago before my shower…

i went ten days, ive been motivated and been saying “i need to carry my cross” “i choose jesus” “i love God more than sin” and it helped me make it to 10 days each time i got tempted, but this after noon i had a setback before my shower and now im feeling so defeated and idk i just wish i had a time machine. 10 days down the drain but i know i can achieve a life goal of being able to quit this addiction, it’s just hard