HAVING SEX RUINED MY STREAK

Sexuality is a normal part of being human, but remember self control. If you are trying to follow God, follow his designs. Sex is meant for you and your wife, not a random Brazilian girl from Tinder. Sex without real connection will continue to be unrewarding and send you right back to porn

Wow. Thank you for that perspective. And yes you're so right - sexuality is an intrinsic part of being human. Sometimes I villanize it so much but I have to start accepting it.

Just don't feel bad. You need to understand that sexuality is a human trait and not something to feel bad about. I think you should find it in your heart and forgive yourself for watching porn. What your mind must have been trying to do was get what you thought was a close reenactment of that connection you had with the girl in Brazil. The battle of staying off porn is difficult especially to those who have known what pleasure it is like to have a sexual intercourse. What you need to understand is that porn is not the real thing. It's a hollow imitation that is designed for you to get some kind of instant gratification. If you're choosing to stay off porn do it not because you feel bad, remember how good you felt before you tried using porn. You're still very strong willed.