Day 0

I relapsed after 3 days. There’s this one particular adult artist whose work I always used to fap to. I can’t seem to find the right combination of filters for me to be able to avoid her work completely. I feel like I’m completely dependant on it to have any hit of dopamine whatsoever. Now I’m gonna go into work tomorrow feeling like a failure. That “0%” on the screen when I registered my relapse - it hit hard. I am actually no better than I was 3 days ago.