I feel so fucking lonely. I havent seen my girlfriend in three weeks and it seems like she doesnt even mind. We’re both graduating this year and she already passed unlike me who has a final in two days. And even now considering she should be free it feels like Im bothering her every time I text or call her. We were supposed to meet up today and spend some time together but she made an excuse. She’s going to amerika in 20 days and it’s not just for holidays. It for a Fucking year. And you know whats best I cant visit her for more than 5 days. For context we both live in center of europe. But even through all this shit i got new PRs in the gym so i guess its not that bad. Streak looking little bit better. Got 2 days, normaly i would be fighting for my life not to relapse but today its different for some reason. Peace ✌️