I was abused by my father when I was a kid and my mom vented emotionally to me. because of that some of the porn that I consumed was the step aunt type of stuff. Eventually I figured it out that I preferred older women because it felt I like I couldn’t overpower them and because it filled the void of not having a mother figure that I could rely on emotionally. I’m not sure what you’re watching, but my guess is there’s a root to it

Mistake happen to teach us new thing just dont give up