Where do you see yourself?

I’ve been thinking about where this is going and I think where I landed is not where I thought I would. 28 days deep and I started thinking about Day 90. Do I never want to watch porn again period? Do I want to watch it occasionally without any of the negative consequences I reaped? If I’m in a sexual situation where porn is or could be on at the same time does that count? I think getting out of the addiction is step one but after that, when the reliance is gone, is it safe or healthy to consume in moderation? Do people that get sober never drink again? Just thinkin.