Last night I succumbed without noticing
It started out with allowing myself to see a massage therapist that gives happy ending. But it was 11pm so not many was available. So I degenerated to accepting a prostitute to do it. But, as some form of divine intervention, both of them, living unluckily literally less than a kilometer away from me - stood me up! Stopped answering as I was standing Infront of their places. So I went home and busted a nut to a cam girl model in cam2cam, as it seemed pretty innocent compared to meeting a prostitute. See how I allowed myself? I'm not even filled with shame. Sure I regret it, but I'm back in the ring stronger, smarter and more cunning. I learned. Back to business. No slippery slopes. Even when I fail, Ill be my own best friend.
Love you guys.