Through God alone

I’m not getting urges per se right now but I’m getting the “you should do it and do it now” thoughts at very bad times… I’m less than an hour away from hitting 4 days and my longest streak/ longest time without doing it in the past 10 years was 6 days. I’m only able to do this because of Gods love for me that he gives me the strength to fight these urges and the wisdom on how to get through these trials. And the fact that this battle has been won by Jesus already but it’s like I can’t just let him win… I know the devil is throwing hard hands at me right now and it’s because I’m a threat to him. With Gods protection, Gods grace, and Gods will, I will get through this. Every time I get these bad thoughts I say “£^<€ you Satan you piece of ${•+” and instantly think of something else or pray about it. Thank you Jesus for saving my soul and giving me a purpose!