starting over

Ever since i could remember that felt like I’ve been giving into my desires, ever since i could remember since middle school. I’ve always checked out girls and i’ve only liked girls just cuz of the way they have their body built rather than their personality. I feel like that’s why i feel so lonely at the moment because i’m only trying to put my energy into lust into a girl rather than looking at their personality. I have done detox’s multiple times and it has worked i just keep giving into the desires over and over again. It’s gotten to a point i don’t even have confidence anymore to go up and ask for a girls number anymore. i’ve bought into porn, i just gotta keep pushing it and stop. Thank to whom ever read this or even took a glance, let’s get through this together❤️