Damage porn has caused me

Idk it might help sharing my story of what porn has taken away from me over the years maybe some of you relate. But like most horny 13 year old I started my porn addiction around then. For me I was always the fat kid at school and I struggled with my self esteem and confidence and it didn’t help when I asked girls out they automatically rejected me rudely. I feel like porn filled a void for me and I felt after that I didn’t need to talk to girls at all. There was a few times in high school where I tried to talk to girls but same thing they rejected me. So I kept watching porn to fill that void. A few years have passed I’m now 20 and I’m reflecting on what damage porn has caused me. Like I have never taken a girl on a date, Never took a girl to prom, never held hands with someone. It’s been a struggle but I’m trying to improve myself so I can gain confidence and my self esteem back and maybe even learn how to talk to girls😂