Please help me

I fr get it man that’s exactly what I am dealing with and we broke up but want to get back together later but I am trying to have a healthy mindset and I am trying to help you guys so you can help me

I think we are both in very similar situations. My girlfriend and I have been dating for nearly a year in a half and I struggled for a long time before. Upon first dating I was able to completely kick the habit for months before suddenly falling to a relapse and have been in a similar cycle where I will kick it for a long time then become overwhelmed with this feeling where I believe I have already lost. I love my girlfriend so much, as I am sure you do as well, and all I can say is to do as much as you can to immerse yourself in your love for her, write a letter, look at pictures, message her, anything you can. I am just as broken and am working on myself, but these things help. Even as I write this I am only on this app as I feel that familiar sinful urge which I hate. You can beat it brother. For her. For yourself. For God if you also believe. It is a hard fight. Remember, you do love her even when dealing with this. It is auxiliary and separate to love, and most definitely wrong, and as such, we must fight this fight to claim back that love for them, and even for ourselves. You can take your life back. I do not know if PM’ing is available on here, but I would love to keep in touch as we seem to be in similar situations.