Relapsed after 56 days
The feeling is terrible. I realized when I’m stressed, overwhelmed, or overthinking my mind thinks masturbation is an outlet. 56 days was the longest I went. I even indulged in sexual activity with a woman and I felt a lot of conviction after. I can’t keep going through this cycle continuously over and over again. I want more for myself spiritually. Brothers who’s reading this, please pray for me and give me guidance. I want to now be fully committed especially with my walk with God. I want to fully be in his presence and not have worldly things distract me. Pray for me and let’s reach milestones and reach 100 days of semen retention by the grace of God
I will pray for you. That’s a huge step in the right direction. I haven’t gone that long since I started at the age of 10, but here we go!