Not worth it
Day 70
by John
98 upvotes
I broke a nearly 70 day streak. I did not feel relieved or enjoy it in the slightest. I just felt sad. Stay strong everyone. The feeling you are getting that it’ll be like some positive sensation or “release” is a lie. It won’t feel like that at all. Please, don’t do it.
@Charles that is what I’m thinking - for the life of me I don’t know what they are though. Probably a combination of things that allowed this addiction to fester when I was younger. I’m generally pretty happy. I love my job, I have a great girlfriend, and things are going really well but this has been a tough thing to beat.