Cannot sleep
Every time I start this, I struggle with the inability to fall asleep. I'm not sure if it's because I'm reliant on porn to fall asleep, but I don't think that's the case. I have always had an extremely high libido, and when I stop I become fidgety and unable to focus. The next stage after my inability to sleep is a feeling as if I have a huge fire burning inside of me. I once went more than two weeks and experienced impulses to punch a wall or smash something. Even though I'm usually a very composed and non-confrontational person. Is anyone else dealing with this? I am serious about breaking the habit, but I also feel like this habit keeps me "in check."
Get a punching bag for sure. Hit that bag as often as you need to before bed until the habit has released its death grip on your brain