Fell after 53 days
It definitely sucks that this happened but I’m getting right back up and surrending it to God. I can go on long streaks but after 40-50 days my desires get so strong where my mind gets consumed with being with a woman. I know I need to stay in prayer and reading the word but those thoughts keep coming back. Any advice ?
Stop, drop, breathe. Give yourself a few minutes to think. Drop into the body - where does the urge sit? In your chest, or head? What does it feel like? What does it tell you? I’m in the same spot and this exercise helps with those urges that come every month or two that are harder to deal with than the more common ones. Remember why you’re in this journey. It’s just an urge, it can’t kill you. It will pass.