TW: kinks
Day 7
by M
14 upvotes
So in the last couple of months I relapsed after a week and it's that time again what triggers me is mostly boredom, sadness and eptiness feeling you know the time when you feel like you need that extra dopamine ❗️TW❗️ So I love F-Dom and TPE if y'all know what that is and I have worn a chastity cage in the past I ordered one of the smallest ones and three different size butt plugs on amazon two months ago and still haven't picked it up from the oackage pick up place but tomorrow I will because I have to pick up one more package and I feel conflicted one side of me wants to put them in use and the other knows that it's better not to I just wanted to journal this I'm sorry if I sounded weird
Before you make a decision on weather you get the package or not ask yourself this… Is this thing that your conflicted on going to potentially become your down fall and give you an opportunity to relapse in the future? What benefits will you get from picking up the package aside from self pleasure? Will this package make any significant change to your life for the positive? Lastly, will this package make you happy or will it give you pleasure? I personally would pick it up as it could be the thing putting you in danger of relapsing. But just sit and ask yourself these questions in silence before you make the decision.