4th relapse

Day 0

by Ethan

April 11, 2025 at 10:19 AM

14 upvotes

I just relapsed for my 4th time. They say that the urges get stronger around the 3-5th day, and I’m laying here in my bed at 6 AM and just start beating it out of nowhere. I feel lost, hopeless. I can spend hours a week in the gym, cooking my own food for the right protein, and even delete social media. But yet I can’t control myself when it comes to masturbation urges. Idk, idk. I’ve been doing it ever since middle school (now 19) and im sick and tired of being disgusted with myself.

Comments (2)

Vincent•129d ago

Find Jesus

Michael•129d ago

I have the same problem man. Coming on my 3rd day now and I’m starting to wake up with a hard on. Mornings are the most vulnerable times when it comes to quitting. The thing I learned about myself is that once I get out of bet the feeling slowly goes away…..it completely dies if you get in the shower and turn on the cold water.🥶😆 I just recently learned that after my recent relapse. We all fall once and a while, but what matters is how we get back. You got this brother. Believe in yourself because they Lord will never stop believing in you.

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