Clarity

I relapsed so much this week. But today I had a moment of clarity. Not saying it’s gonna last forever..but there really is something quite strange and creepy about forces that make you do things you don’t really want to do. Things that destroy you. I pray we all find more conviction in our day to day lives. Not too feel bad and hang our heads in shame. But to understand that there is power in purity. Being able to overcome this seems almost impossible so don’t focus so much on your bad days. Focus on trying to actually understand how much power you’re giving up by continuing to drain your life force. I feel like we relapse easier when we aren’t vividly aware of the spiritual warfare going on all around us. It’s so easy…so so easy to fall back into it. So don’t dwell on it. Just get back up…give it to Jesus… be thankful for another chance to be better and be thankful that you have a heart that actually desires change. You wouldn’t have paid for this app if you weren’t actively trying to improve. So good on you gentlemen, in our failures and in our successes we need to remember. This too shall pass